Ahhhh the memorial day weekend

Well I didn't eat much but I had alot of Pepsi's lol...its been very hot and I have not felt well, I know its no exscuse, yet there it is...Friday we had tortilinis for diner, I didn't eat much...and I had some candy after wards...then Saturday we had left over tortilins for lunch them clam chowder for diner, the killer in that for me is I had 3 pieces of white bread with my soup, then I had some candy, 2 pieces of hersheys nuggets...Monday we had McDonalds I had a quarter pounder and some fries, I ate almost all of it :( then we had a hamburger from home for diner lol, I had a Mr. Goodbar...I should also mention I have some stomach problems, the docs have yet to find the cause so I get sick often and don't always hold it down, that happend after both meals on Monday and after diner Sunday blah...my biggest weakness is I crave salt, I am often dehydrated severly so, and in my craving I usually eat sunflower seeds, now I have no idea how much a person can gain from them...that could be a big thing for me, I have 3 bags a month...yikes...I want to get down to a size 8, thats relistic isn't it? I mean I am a size 14 now, I am not expecting a size 2 lol (man would tht be cool) just to be back in shape, I am going to start walking every day in the evening...Ashley and I can take the dogs to the school and walk...me her and Ken have done this a few times, I walk alot everyday, I walk ash to school go get her and play around with her...so it equals up, but its just not enough, I am also doing leg lifts and jumping jacks and sit ups in the morning, not on weekends because Ken is here and I am not going to do that in front of him lol...but I promise to keep it up. I hate what I weigh, I also hate the way the weight shows on me, my big ass and stomach...when I had Ashley I got stretch marks from hell (ken calls them pleasure highways lol) and I hate them, I am way way self concious of them...and I have a lump in my belly from my last surgery that makes everything look even worse, I am bound and determined to get this weight off somehow lol, I am also going to do alot of swimming, whis=ch is good for me since I have a very bad knee lol...well today is not a good day because I feel awful, I think I caught a cold, so far today I have eaten some home made nachos lol (chips with kraft cheese in the microwave) and thats it, except for my seeds lol...well I am still trying this weightloss journey so I will keep you all informed lol ;)